Page 98 was it…page 98 of Behind Closed Doors by B.A. Paris. That was my life.

25 Mar

Every word spoken to him from my heart…he used it against me.

24 Mar

…he was a mind game player. He knew how to change and alter words to meet his needs. He knew what to say and what to listen for to use it to try to destroy my character and damage my reputation.

He wanted my life, the life he thought I had. I had to learn to laugh when nothing was funny, smile when my heart was bleeding and work through the night to ESCAPE.

One day it will all make sense.

23 Mar

…I just keep praying and asking God. I feel like the 2 year that keeps begging God for the candy in the store. I know that God has all my needs met, but I want what I want.

It isn’t him or any other man…I want me back. And this time, this moment, I believe that God is going to give me my desire.

Adulterer #7 The picture…

25 Sep

 

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The picture,  this is the picture…this is what I hoped for and dreamt of for years. I had waited 8 years of not having premarital sex before I married my kid’s father. I was on sabbatical from dating and the world to find me to love me and to enjoy me. I didn’t want to be intimately involved with anyone until I married. I purchased the picture in my early twenties and this picture begin to talk to me and minister to me…it was my hope and my future,  it was my destiny.

The picture spoke to me…I knew that the man in the picture was my future husband.  Everything in the picture depicted what my heart desired…

He was covering her.

He was holding her.

The sun (SON) was shining on them.

The fence shielded us and protected us, it was our sacred place.

She wore white…pure…it was my wedding night in the picture.

She was speaking life into his ear…

I held this picture for years, single and married, yet it never manifested.

 

I have a new book coming soon!

19 Sep

I have been working diligently to complete a new book and the excitement of completing it has been so amazingly fun.

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23 Jan

Today is your day! Believe it!

23 Jan

Today is your day! Whatever it is, just do it! Just do it! Just take a leap of faith and do it.

Step 2: Speak life over your desires, whatever your desires are…believe that they are great and just do it!!!!!!!!!!!!

  1. I am successful!
  2. I am a millionaire!
  3. I am an overcomer!
  4. I will excel and be excellent!
  5. I am surrounded by favor!

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21 Jan

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I didn’t realize that ministry was the calling….

20 Jan

I am answering the call…I want to minister God’s love to all. Today’s opportunity to speak to over 30 women was a blessing, the sharpening of iron is so fundamental.

I didn’t realize that ministry was the calling for me at this moment, but I see that it is essential.

I sat in the sanctuary today literally in awe. For some time, I was feeling that ministry was my next assignment …I just didn’t think it would be now.  When I was asked to speak today, I took the charge to empower and develop those that were in my presence.

Today I gave seven steps to move towards success. 1 of those steps were to just do it! Just get in position to do it.  I told 30 plus women today that they just need to do it…just start whatever it is.

So  we are going to do the 7 steps together.  Take a few moments today to decide what it is that you want to just do and write them down and we are going to just do it.

Enjoy these next 7 days with me and walk with me on this journey of ministry.

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29 Nov

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